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Sep
11

bilateral asymmetry

I decided on the root canal. Better to have a tooth and the bone to support it for the future should I need to go a different route than to have nothing at all.

I’m normally resistant to anesthetic. I’ve had problems in the past where the anesthesia either wears off quicker than it should, or where no matter how much of the drug gets pumped into my gums, I’m still feeling the pain. Because of this, because I have had situations where the only solution would be to just keep shooting more novocaine into my face until my jaw falls off, I’ve had dental work done without any anesthetic at all. Yes, it can be done. No, it’s not pleasant by any stretch of the imagination.

Since part of me isn’t completely convinced that the drug is going to work, I was trepidatious about having endodontistry done with only a local. (When I had a root canal, many years ago, in Texas, it was done with nitrous oxide being administered, which worked fine as I recall. ) Going on the fact that my face was numb for almost three hours from the previous visit, I had some hope that I would be okay. Not enough hope to keep my neck and shoulder muscles from ramping up the tension at every movement that the dentist made, but I still had hope.

The dentist gave me the shot of, I later discovered, articaine. We waited a couple of minutes for it to set in. Amazingly enough, a couple of minutes was all that was needed. I didn’t feel any pain from the work, including the part that almost always breaks through my numbed gums, vibrating into my brain, which is exactly that: the vibration from the drill or polisher. In fact, the worst pain that I felt was the pain that I was causing myself by my apprehension. I kept having to try to relax so that my muscles didn’t tighten so much that my head popped off. After all, it’s kind of pointless getting a root canal when your head has popped off.

SIDENOTE: I was chatting with a friend yesterday and she asked me about my tooth and whether I had achieved bilateral symmetry. I was immediately astonished that she knew about my previous, failed root canal as I didn’t recall mentioning that online outside of this blog. I asked her if she read the previous entry and she stated that she hadn’t, it was just that her four year old had started using the phrase ‘bilateral symmetry’ lately and it was in her head. To that end, she’s the inspiration for the title, so if you’re reading this, *bean: this one is for you.

Sep
01

writing, tax returns and the promise of root canals

Years ago, when I was both a younger man and a single man, two events that happened, for the most part, concurrently, I would write while the television was on in the background. This was during a period of my life in which I produced many more words on a page than I do now. Then again, most periods of my life have produced more words on a page than I do now, so that’s not too out of the ordinary. I’ve lost some of my tolerance for having my thought processes broken up by someone speaking while trying to compose words on paper, but I still can from time to time. Music, on the other hand, tends to be a good way to quiet that part of my brain that regularly seeks out input, allowing me to focus more of my mind on producing output.

I only mention this because I’m currently playing a movie in the background. Igby Goes Down. I’ve seen it before, so it’s not overly distracting and it works well to get some practice doing said again. It’s an amusing movie nonetheless, although it may not be to your liking.

Yesterday was a day of ups and downs. Many days tend to be that way, I suppose. Upside was that the police certificate for D’s visa came in the mail which leaves us only with the affidavit of support to complete. For this I await the IRS. Fool that I can be sometimes, because I knew that I never made enough money to owe taxes in the U.S., I didn’t bother to file for the past seven years. The problem here is that even if you don’t owe him anything, Uncle Sam still likes to know what you do just in case you might be trying to pull a fast one on him. I promise you, Uncle Sam, that that is the furthest thing from my mind. I’m just really bad about not procrastinating.

Huh. Amazing the things you notice with the spectacles of time. Lane Pryce of Sterling Cooper Draper Pryce was a performance artist in Igby. Very different character, though.

One of the downs of yesterday was a trip to the dentist. The original reason I went was actually nothing major–some teeth were suddenly cold sensitive, a condition that got better with a softer toothbrush and sensitive teeth friendly toothpaste. Subsequent to that, I noticed one of the next teeth down had a minor twinge of pressure pain, so I kept the appointment. The dentist honed in on that tooth pretty quickly. Turns out a filling had been leaking for a while and had created a cavern of decay beneath it. Because the decay was so monumental, the dentist determined that I’d either need to have a root canal or have the tooth removed entirely. The cost difference is substantial, so I’m not sure what I’ll end up doing, especially in light of us moving soon. Then again, I’ll always need money and I can pay for the more expensive procedure now, so it may be better to go that route.

We went to dinner afterwards, to a Mexican fusion restaurant in St. Kilda called Blue Corn. My left side of my mouth was numb from the anesthetic until after we’d had our drink order, over three hours after I’d had the shot. I figured out how to drink beer from the bottle until my mouth normalized. The food was very good and I’d go back to try another dish should we be down that way before we leave for northern hemispheres. Otherwise, I’ll just have the semi-authentic Mexican food of the Arizona desert when we get there.

Ah, the Arizona desert, home of the chimichanga. I do like a good chimichanga.

Aug
28

Reconfiguring

The site has gone fallow for too long. Blogspot quit their support for FTP publishing a few months back so they were no longer an option to be the back end for the site. Frankly, the fit wasn’t great to begin with. Maybe the WordPress option will be a better one.